| Location | Mansfield If She Survived, Derby City Hospital |
| Age | 1 month, 11 days |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 09/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 20/06/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,364 since 29/08/2008 |
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TO ALL GTS I HAVE A NEW GARDEN FOR THE MEAN TIME TILL I GET MY OTHER GARDEN BACK YOU WILL BE ABOUT TO ACCESS MY GARDEN THOUGH MORGANS CANDELS HOPE TO GET ALL MY FRIENDS BACK PLEASE GET IN TOUCH LOVE CLAIRE XXX
MORGAN IS ALL READY FOR CHRISTMAS SHE HAS HER DECORATIONS UP HAVE GOT PICTURES ON NOW SO YOU CAN ALL SEE HER PLACE READY FOR CHRISTMAS
ALL MY LOVE TO MY GTS FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT
LOVE CLAIRE XXX
Morgan Jayne Walters means more to me than anything in the world and she will always be number one in my life, no matter who comes along.
I was born 14 weeks premature and had heart and lung problems due to being premature.
my mummy didn't know what she was having till I arrived so all the doctors refered me as 'The baby'.
My mummy had her 25week check with the midwife as normal on the 30th April 2008. But the midwife found protein in her wee and her blood pressure was high, which are signs of Pre-eclamsia. the midwife told her it could just be a water infection so the midwife sent my mummy's wee of for further testing, and told her to come back the following week.
My mummy did as her midwife asked and went back the following week and the same happend again, she had protein in her wee and high blood pressure. The midwife was worried so mummy was admitted to hospital on the 7th May 2008.
When mummy arrived at the hospital they hooked her up to a blood pressure machine that would take her blood pressure every 5minuets and they was consently listen to my heart beat.
On the 8th May 2008 mummy was still in hospital and they was doing further tests at 2.00pm mummy went for a scan to check that I was ok. After her scan it didn't look good. I was very small and losing weight fast!
The midwife at the hospital called for a doctor to see what they should do. After a discussion they said that I needed to be delieved as soon as possible. But the local hospital didn't have the equiment to give me the best chance in life.
They said to give me the best chance in life mummy would need to go to a different hospital and thats what they did, they phoned round the hospital's and finally got me and mummy a place at Derby City Hospital.
At 9.00pm on the 8th May 2008 me and mummy was on our way to Derby City Hospital, arriving at 10.00pm and was monitored until the next morning.
On the 9th May 2008 they woke mummy at 8.00am for her blood to be taken to make sure she wasn't in any danger.
At 2.30pm mummy went for yet another scan. To check my measurements and to see if her placenta was still working. They told her after her scan she would be told when she was having me.
At 5.15pm the doctors came to see mummy to tell her the problems that could happen. Mummy was told that my estimated weight was 475grams and my estimated life was 2days.
Mummy made the decsion to have a C-section and at 5.30pm mummy was getting ready for theater, mummy had a Spinal Block.
At 5.53pm I, Morgan Jayne Walters was born, all mummy wanted to know was what sex I was. After mummy was back on the ward the baby doctor came to tell her what was going off with me.
I was very poorly I was put on a venterlater as I couldn't breathe on my own. I was given alot of drugs to help me.
On the 10th May 2008 Mummy didn't come and see me as she didn't want to get attached to me as they told her I would only live for 2days.
The first time mummy came to see me she finally got the feeling of being a mum. The first time mumy seen me it was the 11th May 2008.
On the 20th May 2008 I fell very poorly with an infection and it wasn't looking good the doctor told mummy that the next 24hours was critical, they didn't know if I would fight thought it but they was all shocked when I did. (I'm stubborn like my mummy)
On the 23rd May 2008 I came off the venterlater and onto a machine called a cepap, which helps me breathe but doesn't breathe for me. The nurses didn't think I would be off the venterlater long but I was stubben and stayed off it until the day I went to the clouds.
As each day arrived I seemed to get stronger and stronger.
I also enjoyed her food same as my mummy. I started on 0.5mls of milk every 2hours that went all the way to 10mls every 2hours.
On the day that I past away mummy was having the day off as the nurses at the hospital told her she wasn't allowed to come everyday.
So on the 20th June 2008 mummy went shopping with her step sister my auntie Nett as she phoned the hospital that morning and I was ok. At 10.45am mummy got a phone call from NICU and she was told she had to get to the hospital as soon as possible, as I was put back on the venterlater and was having alot of trouble. By the time mummy got to the hospital it was to late. All mummy wanted to do was cuddle me, her little girl one last time and she got her wish.
On the 2nd July 2008 my funeral was held the day was a complete mist all mummy knew was that she wasn't going to see me grow up.
Mummy is greveing like any other mother would thats lost a child.
A few words from mummy
R.I.P Morgan Jayne Walters.
Mummy will always love you.
From day one you were a heart breaker,
A wish maker....making my wishes come true.
You still break hearts,
Cause plenty of smiles,
Make everyone forget all there trails,
Every second your heart beat,
You are loved, so sweet,
Don't worry about me, your mummy
I am coping cause of my mummy and daddy,
Another moment with you i do crave
It's hard but everyday is getting better,
I'm showing you i'm strong,
I would go to any lenght to see you again,
You were taken so young such a crime,
I want you to know Morgan,
That I, your mummy is loved,
Everytime i need one,
I will be hugged,
I miss you every single day,
I love you.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD OF DONE WITHOUT THE SUPPORT I'VE HAD FROM MY FAMILY FRIENDS AND GTS FRIENDS I CAN'T THANK YOU ALL ENOUGH IT MEANS A LOT TO ME I DON'T THINK I WOULD OF BEEN HERE MYSELF IF IT WASN'T FOR THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN.
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
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The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
BIRTHDAY GIRL XOXO
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HAppy Birthday x
Happy Birthday to a speacil little angel,thinking of you and your mummy and family today.
I lost my little boy a month ago, Kieran he will be with you hopw u have a yummy slice of bday cake!
Love Helen Kierans mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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sending lots of hugs to you in heaven above.thinking of your family .god bless love margo xx
ღ♥ღ Happy Birthday Morgan ღ♥ღ
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♥♥ Happy Birthday Heaven`s Little Princess ♥♥
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Your Wondering If I'll Celebrate
My Birthday (Way Up Here)
I Know Your Missing Me Today
I Feel Your Essence Near.
God Planned A Special Day For Me
He Told Me With A Wink
he Ordered Me A Special Cake
(It's Angel Food I Think)
Im Getting Lots Of Hugs From God
He's Really Good At That
And Every Time That I Walk By
He Gives My Head A Pat
Balloons Will Fill The Streets For Me
They Float Up Through The Clouds
And We Have Lots Of Clowns Up Here
That Make Us Laugh Out Loud
There's A Birthday Carousel
Jeweld Horses Ride The Wind
With Music Playing. Ho So Sweet....
The Magic Never Ends
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Heaven`s Little Princess
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…..*..lovelovelo…* ***♥♥ Heaven`s Little Princess ♥♥
…*..lovelovelove….*
..*.lovelovelovelove…*…………….*….*
.*..lovelovelovelovelo…*………*..lovel….*
*..lovelovelovelovelove…*….*…lovelovel...*
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You are mammy`s little princesss
But you’re in heaven now
She dream`s that she could hold you
And wish`s she knew how
You will always be your mammy`s princess
She’ll always keep you in her heart
Until some day she see`s you
Then you`s won’t be apart
So be happy little princess
In Gods heaven up above
And everyday till you meet again
She will send you all her love
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♥ Goodnight Godbless Morgan ♥
♥ Sweetdreams Baby Angel ♥
♥ Love Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy)♥
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
To My Little Princess Morgan
To Morgan,
mummy isn't doing to good! i know you don't like to see me cry but i cant help it i need you here with me to make me feel better but know that is possible so i close my eyes and think of you and it all comes flooding back to me which helps a little! the smell of your sweet skin i miss the flicker of your arms the cheeky smile and many other things too i want you to know your always on my mind got something special planed for you for your birthday you probly already know whats going to happen but its still special to me i cant believe its 7weeks away only seems like yesterday that i had you in my arms.
I love you soooooooo much baby girl look after you bro or sis and make sure there save i cant go through this pain again baby.
love you forever and always
love mummy xxxxx
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